Olumide Ajayi Paintings

All of us can change the past. We cannot take back what has happened, who we love, what we have done. Just like we cannot change our current situation. I think life is a funny thing,...

My mouth is bound in folds of silence, not by rope, not by force, but by exhaustion. This is the silence of someone who has thought deeply, felt deeply, and still found no strength l...

There are days I find myself looking back at moments that live quietly in memory, days filled with laughter, noise, and the warmth of people I once stood beside. I painted this from ...

I painted this from a place of realization and regret, from watching myself and so many of us postpone our own lives. I have waited for the "right" moment. I have saved the good clot...

There was comfort in loving the broken. Not because I believed I could fix them, but because I couldn’t yet fix myself. I was tired of being the victim, so I chose to become the heal...

Sidera reflects that kind of radiant intimacy, the soul's longing to chart constellations in another person, to navigate the galaxies of their experiences, and to leave behind light,...

There's a theory called "Halfway Love": It says the worst kind of heartbreak isn't when someone doesn't love you at all, it's when someone loves you in the late-night conversations. ...

Sidera reflects that kind of radiant intimacy, the soul's longing to chart constellations in another person, to navigate the galaxies of their experiences, and to leave behind light,...

Good people close inside when they're broken, but those who look from the outside think they're clever." People will use your prejudice when they can't figure you out. Cause ain't no...

I don’t want my relationship with anyone to be defined just by my decline. I wanna do more than just living, and maybe I wanna be Luminous, always radiating my inner light and warmth...

Jouska is an introspective artwork that explores the universal experience of replaying and reimagining past conversations, searching for control over moments that are inherently unco...

This painting is me admitting that I’ve lived in the space between growth and sorrow. That I can bloom and break at the same time. That I’ve felt fragile, small, hidden, but still, I...

Hiraeth is a poignant artwork that beautifully encapsulates a sense of longing for an unreachable home—a place of comfort and belonging that either no longer exists or perhaps never ...

"Nothing lasts forever, even our pains too" Ephemeral is a captivating piece from the Life in Circles series that explores the transient nature of existence. The artwork evokes the i...

How is it that the world keeps going, breathing in and out unchanged, while in my soul, there is a permanent scattering? Grief is all the unspent love we carry for those we’ve lost,...

SAUDADE (deep emotional state of melancholic nostalgia, longing, and yearning for something or someone that may never return) The things I didn't get to say, and the things you'll n...

There's a theory called "Halfway Love": It says the worst kind of heartbreak isn't when someone doesn't love you at all, it's when someone loves you in the late-night conversations. ...

I still drift back to that endless, sun-drenched afternoon. The world was quiet then, reduced to just the two of us on the edge of the hill. I remember how she knelt to meet my gaze,...

I used to think that if I just explained myself well enough, I would be understood. So I tried. I softened my tone, reshaped my words, repeated my intentions. I became patient with t...

I kept thinking about how words have always been sharper than any weapon humans have built. History has shown us that entire lives, entire nations, entire identities have been destro...

We talked, but nothing was said, and now I'm hanging in the silence. Words sit heavy in the chest, rehearsed in silence, but when the moment comes, they fall apart. A message typed...

I tried to make everyone happy, safe, and secure, even when I was falling apart, and I usually overthink and overdo it, so I went too hard on myself. When you hear certain ideas and...

"What we deserve is a love that feels like syzygy, a rare alignment of souls, where giving and receiving dance in balance, where presence meets purpose, and where love does not ask y...

“You are such a people-pleaser' A few years ago, I was labelled a 'people-pleaser'. I tried to make everyone happy, safe, and secure, even when I was falling apart, and I usually ove...

Sidera reflects that kind of radiant intimacy, the soul's longing to chart constellations in another person, to navigate the galaxies of their experiences, and to leave behind light,...

There are days when I feel like I’m sitting inside my own mind the way this figure sits in the painting; quiet, suspended between what the world sees and what I actually carry. The w...

For a long time, I thought my needs were too heavy for people to carry. I apologized for wanting reassurance, honesty, and softness. I made myself smaller so others could stay comfor...

There's a theory called "Halfway Love": It says the worst kind of heartbreak isn't when someone doesn't love you at all, it's when someone loves you in the late-night conversations. ...

The things I didn't get to say, and the things you'll never get to hear, both are my regrets to carry. I'm just hoping I can lessen the weight and maybe some of the guilt I've been h...

Anhedonia describes the inability to feel pleasure or connection, often accompanied by feelings of emptiness, isolation, or disconnection. “I feel like I have no one, even when ther...

There's a theory called "Halfway Love": It says the worst kind of heartbreak isn't when someone doesn't love you at all, it's when someone loves you in the late-night conversations. ...

UNSAID I have these conversations Where I tell you about your transgressions I speak to you about every little thing that matters And tell you what you do that doesn’t matter But it...

Sidera reflects that kind of radiant intimacy, the soul's longing to chart constellations in another person, to navigate the galaxies of their experiences, and to leave behind light,...

I painted this piece to finally let go of what I couldn't hold onto, and most of all, to heal. It was the painting that I completed within the shortest amount of time. I hope that t...

Forgiving myself for the times I judged myself and let my flaws define me. The times I didn't think I deserved the life that was aligning for me, so I ruined every beautiful thing. T...

I still stare at my phone waiting for it to ring and hoping your name appears, I still wait for festive season hoping to get your delicious meals one last time and a chance to say go...

I know what it's like to feel tired, feel torn, not just physically. The world that we live in is an exhausting place to be. It is wearing. It is thankless. It is endlessly trying a...

There's a room in my heart- quiet, untouched, heavy with things I’ve avoided. A photo of someone who hurt me but whom I still love. A memory that feels like a bruise when I touch it....

"Nothing lasts forever, even our pains too" Folklore is a profound work from the Life in Circles series, delving into the richness of African proverbs, myths, riddles, and nighttime ...

Ataraxia describes living without anxiety because anxiety has a way of confining you inside The walls you've built and calling it a sanctuary. After a while, this place becomes such ...

Veridream is a mesmerizing artwork that captures the bittersweet yearning for an idealized version of oneself, glimpsed only in dreams. The painting evokes a sense of deep longing fo...

Relentique is an evocative artwork that delves into the profound emotional state of feeling isolated and invisible, even amidst a crowd. The title, derived from the sensation of "int...

Ellipsism is a reflective piece from the "Life in Circles" series, delving into the profound awareness of life's transience and the inevitable separation from the future of humanity....

Mágoa, a deeply emotive artwork, captures the essence of enduring heartbreak. The subject, with their back turned to a looming suicide tree, conveys a sense of loss and lingering sor...

Last night, got it all right. It's time to stop looking for meaning in things that don't make sense; that would be a waste. A wise conclusion. "Slow down and appreciate the little th...

Everyone gets exhausted differently in life; while waiting for the right person, someone putting up with the wrong person. And everybody pays for something; sometimes your choices, s...

“Algedomic” beautifully embodies the bittersweet coexistence of pleasure and pain, illustrating the delicate balance between joy and sorrow that defines our experiences. The vibrant ...

“Tacenda” beautifully encapsulates the concept of unspoken words and the weight of silence. The illustration portrays a figure whose expression conveys a deep sense of introspection,...